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Sunday, March 28, 2010 ;

6:49 PM

WHY?!

Sunday, 28th March 2010

Alright, I'm now a full pledged combat medic. Yeah... I'm a combat medic but why am I posted to a medical centre? Seriously I have no idea what the people at the manpower side are thinking. I can't believe that they can assign a PES A combat fit personnel to man the medical centre when he should be in the frontline treating his wounded brothers. Okay that makes a male nurse in a SAF clinic. Great isn't it? Fuck! I seriously wonder how am I going to survive the next 500 days of my life in that fucked up gay place.

Look at what national service has done to me. I lost contact with some of my good friends and I hardly have time to meet up with my close friends. I'm becoming more and more uncivilised (vulgar). I lost the little bit of self confidence and pride which I had gained during my poly days. I thought national service is supposed to help me grow stronger and mold me into a better person? Why are all these happening?! Can someone answer me?! I hate my life and I hope things are going to improve or else I'm so gonna kill myself!

Why is this world is so unfair? Seriously I'm so sick of reading and hearing about people cheating on their girlfriend or wife. If you bastards want to fool around, you might as well stay single and you can fool around all you want without hurting anyone in the process. Give people who are really looking for a serious and long lasting relationship a chance! Cause nowdays good girls are always attached to some scumbags and I don't know why. I'm so disappointed that one of my good friend is one of them. I sincerely hope that he'll change for the better and grow up.

Okay I shall stop whinning cause life still goes on. It has only been 1 week and I'm missing my platoon and bunk mates in SMTI already! Let me post some pictures of my passing out parade which none of my loved ones attended cause I'm so not proud to be a medic. That's why I didn't invite anyone of them to witness the parade.

The End