Thursday, January 15, 2009 ;
10:00 PM
My FutureThursday 15 January 2009
Long time no blog. I was too freaking busy to blog over the past few weeks cause of FYP and many other stuff. Since I'm so free now, I shall update my blog!
Time really flies, Dad has already left us for 43 days now. I'm feeling alot better emotionally now. I'm no longer sad and guilty. I guess I'm starting to move on with life now. I would really like to thank James and Ram. They are the only people who will never failed to make me smile. During this difficult period, many people who were close to me in the past are starting to disappear from my life. Only they stood by me all the while and cheer me up and help me get over this difficult period. I'm really really grateful to them! You guys will always be my best brothers from another mother! Thanks!! If you guys are reading this, please acknowledge! :P
Over the past two weeks, I've been chiong-ing my FYP. My teammates and I stayed back late almost every school day. I just completed my FYP II yesterday. Finally, FYP is over and I don't have to worry about it anymore. No more staying back late in school! Hooray!! I've already did my very best and I could graduate with no regrets!! However, I know that it would be hard to maintain the grade I've gotten last semester cause of fucked up assessors. I'm blaming it on luck cause I already did my very best.
Now that FYP is over. I will be graduating from RP really really soon. The economy is so bad right now. I doubt I could find a decent paid job with good prospect. Another bad news is, my mother's company is going to close down their Singapore branch. My mother would need to go Cambodia and work. SIGH. I really cannot imagine life without mummy by my side. I really cannot bear to let her go to such a faraway place. I'm gonna try my very best to get into Singapore Police Force (SPF). I guess it would solve all problems cause the pay SPF is gonna give me would be sufficent to support my family. Then my mum would not need to go to Cambodia to work. I hope for the best now.
Papa yao bao you wo men.
Signing off
Raymond
